Sept. 3, 2006

[tjaman]

Two days into it, the not-smoking thing is going ok. I napped on and off yesterday and had at least one smoking dream (where I found myself smoking and wondered where the cigarette came from). I've had them before in other quits, but usually not the first freeqin' day. I know I'm ready for this, but I don't think my body was.

Well, after an emotionally exhausting 'thon last night, I took a walk for half an hour. I just needed to clear my head, but I was half debating walking the additional half mile to the c-store to pick up a pack of smokes. I had the money and it would've been nothing, but I decided to not.

It was a good walk, and a GREAT freeqin' thon. "The Body" was especially rough, but I'm so glad to have had my friends watching it with me and they helped a lot.

Between naps yesterday, I got my shelves put up



and my deeveedees out of the way. And I watched much of my new N/T-S3 deeveedees!


Such an amazing show, and so looking forward to S4 on Tuesday. ;D

Hope everyone's weekends are going well.

[tjaman]

Oh, and Cordy wanted a better look at the fingerpuppets from the fingerpuppet moshery.

Here they are!

[quantumcat]

Congrats,tj!!!



All this without a patch or anything?

You da man!

[tjaman]

Oh, I'm using gum. I couldn't be posting without it. I'm barely posting as it is.

[GreatMuppetyNick]

Are your shelves above your window?

Isn't that a bit too incovenient to reach?

Congrats on your power of abstainance.

[tjaman]

Yes. Yes they are. And thanks! I was pretty proud of myself. I didn't take any gum along when I did laundry earlier and I can usually suck down three smokes while I'm waiting for that stuff to get done.

Day Two, that was kinda ballsy. * shudder * But I was OK.

I did dishes today, too, and watched the rest of S3. It kicked so much ass, but I was sure they'd go full frontal on Quentin. The rest of that photo (of Bruno Campos doing the Ted Levine/Buffalo Bill slip-tuck) was not forthcoming.

Oh well. I was sure it would be. I guess I really didn't need to see it either way -- just couldn't imagine this show or this network flinching like that.

And the shelves are high. But then, I only take them down occasionally.

[dEz]

tjaman said:

...and my deeveedees out of the way. And I watched much of my new N/T-S3 deeveedees!

OH DEAR LORD! -- Christian and Sean are on top of Willow!

[TheMasterGeek]

Hehe.

[tjaman]

I'd have gone with, "OH DEAR LORD! -- Christian and Sean are fondling a nude corpse!" before I'd have made the Willow connection, but that is pretty hot.

[quantumcat]

I love it.

Christian and Sean on top of a lesbian who,if she chose to dabble in guys,would prefer
this Gil Gilbert dude or the redhead who hangs out with Greg the bunny.

Their egoes so need that.